22 January 2011


22nd January 2011

I am disappointed that today didn't turn out well. The plans that I had didn't even take place.

So when turns did not turn out the way I would like it to be, I become cranky, moody...and that is ME.

And as always, when I am cranky, he will follow my mood....and when he is "in my mood", he will drive like shit. When he drives like shit, I will become more cranky.

With all the crankiness in me nearing its peak, nothing can make it better, not even if you are the president. At most, I will give you my plastic fake smile on my face.

Our dinner only made it worst. The food that I ordered had my most hateful ingredient in it - mushroom. OMG! Crankiness level - definitely maximum! No point changing coz the waiter said and I quote, "That's the only sauce we have"..this means, even if they take back my plate, at most they will only physically remove the mushrooms and give me back the same plate, which kind of like defeat the purpose.

So, Ayang was left eating on his own, while I sat there, giving my most hateful face ever to anyone who passes by the restaurant.

I am still pissed of with today, but as of now, my crankiness level has gone down to 50%.

Whatever it is, Happy 5th Ayang. ILY.

His creations during our dating days

The only thing that made me smile today is being at my buddy's wedding reception. It has been so long since we last saw each other. He is finally married to the girl of his dream and I am very happy for him. No more single-mingle my friend. Welcome to the club! : )


20 January 2011



I have 5 big black trash bags to dispose of. All from the store room. It took me a good 2 hour to organise my store room.

Tomorrow will be another day of cleaning. Many more things to throw.

I am tired. Time for my dinner.

Good night.


Spring Cleaning

It is 4pm now.

I am alone at home. Ayang is away at work, on Thaipusam duty.

So I am doing some spring cleaning.
I am now at laundry #3... will be going to set #4 soon. Yes..I have that much of laundry to do today. Today is a good day to do the laundry. The sun is up.

I am frigging hungry now.

There's nothing in the fridge for me to cook besides eggs. I do not feel like going out to buy anything. I have tonnes of things to do at home today.

Maybe I'll just have the basic best meal ever...white rice and an an omelette, with black soya sauce (kicap cap kipas) yum yum yum. Oh wait..I can have sardines too.

I will do just that...NOW..


Wow....I just had the best meal ever. I am so full and hyped up. Energy has been refilled in my system. Time to do more work.

Laundry #3 is done. Bedsheets changed. I vacuum as I go along...Need to make sure there's no dust or else I will be sneezing all through the day.

Multi-tasking as always... blogging, watching tv and cleaning up

Still deciding whether to change the curtains or not. I am loving the pink, black and white combinations that I have now.

I need to clear the store room, my cupboard, my files and probably my wardrobe too...get rid of all unused clothings that are taking up the space.
The time now is 5pm.

I think I will start with the store room first. Wish me luck.


19 January 2011


Spring cleaning my files and my 1998 O Level Results catches my eyes.

All these years, I always wonder. Not sure whether to be proud or ashamed.

How in the world can a so-called Science student attained these kind of grades.

Pure Physics: C6
Pure Chemistry: F9

Wahkaozz...what a failure. My science teachers probably had a heart attack back then. No 100% pass in Pure Chemistry, all thanks to me : )

I copied my homework. And even during science practical, I copied the answers from those sitting at the bench behind me. I only liked doing the practical, but not answering the questions.

I tried my best, but the book was too thick for me. It made me go crazy.

I don't understand all those stupid equations no matter how hard I tried. My text book became my sketch book during class. Physics was easier to learn but I studied at the very last minute. I guess C6 is considered good enough. Otherwise, it could have been another F9 on the report card.
The word 'tuition' does not exist in my family. My parents never sent us for tuition..never...not when I was sitting for my P4 streaming, not when I was sitting for my PSLE...never.... I did well for my PSLE though. Good enough for me...one star, 2A and 1B.

Until now, I survived on self study, even if my grades were not up to standard.
The same kind of luck lingers even when I was in polytechnic. Last minute homework aka copy -the-smart-kids-homework. Yet I pulled through my 3 years with no failures in any of the subjects.

LuckilyI did not become a teacher. Or else I would probably see many students who are like me and each time, I would be reminded of the lazy me.


18 January 2011

The First

It's only January.....and yet I have lesser money and leave days than I should have.

And it all boils down to having his birthday and our wedding anniversary in the same month. But it's cool...all in the name of love and fun.

It has been a week since his birthday. We had an awesome time in Phuket. Hopefully on his next birthday, we shall venture elsewhere, somewhere further probably. But the thought of taking longer leave when the year just started scares me. We'll talk about it when 2012 comes.

He had his pre-birthday sabo some time before his birthday. Sabo #1 was having cake smeared all over his face. Sabo #2 was 2 days ago....ice cubes in his pants.

Tradition within the group of friends...or should I say it's revenge. Everyone gets their fair share on their birthday, be it advance or belated.

Our 5th wedding anniversary is coming up next.

Time flies....it's been 7-8 goods years of sharing our life together as a couple and I am loving each and every moment together. Of course we have our ups and downs. What matters is how we overcome each obstacle.

My plan of going to Australia with mum and dad has been cancelled. I could not get any leave slots in June. But my intention of sending them to visit my aunt there is still on. They can have their honeymoon there hehehe...Whenever you are ready Mum & Dad just let me know and I will get the tickets for you.

January has been stupendous for me. Looking forward to many other good months in 2011.